by Matthew Holmes
say I take a 1000 Mg Xanax and 30 minutes later;
I dive into an aquarium.
for every pebble at the bottom, i’ll count.
‘1, 2, 3, 4, etc’
then what?
jump out and find a towel.
‘5, 6, 7,’
i’ll eat another and try to find home.
honestly diving into the fishbowl,
narrowly escaping a prison-
“buffalo town” in my scattered coma.
what a fucking nightmare.
what a day.